Kamogelo Lebone Bakai is a learner from Ikageng in the North West. He achieved a bachelors pass and a distinction in the 2015 matric exams.

Kamogelo plans on pursuing a BCom Law degree at the University of the North West.

This is his account of his matric and IkamvaYouth experience.

I remember in 2014 when I received my results confirming my progression to Grade 12.The mixture of excitement and fear, excited because you are going to your last grade and fear because of the external pressures of what people expect of you and what you expect of yourself.

When I began classes in January 2015 I was already mentally fit and determined enough to study hard to pass all my subjects. The teachers kept reminding us to work hard and reiterated that we stay focused and prepared as if we were writing finals. I followed their advice promptly and ensured emotional, spiritual, physical and mental aspects sync.

The reason why I worked hard and emotionally and mentally prepared myself was because I lost both parents and live with my grandmother and grandfather. Throughout every drama and obstacle I faced, IkamvaYouth was like my second home and a space where I felt most liberated and accepted. The tutors were forever welcoming and both the Branch Assistant and Coordinator were always available to help us.

Now… I am done with heavy school bags and my forever-needing-washing school uniform.

So I walked on all those unknown rocky streets and I am still on my journey to a better road with fresh smelling scenery for my view.

WHAT’S THE POINT OF LIVING IF YOU DON’T FEEL ALIVE?